LAST THURSDAY

Although my mind knew it was wrong I had been feinding for another’s touch for the longest while the thought of another body to touch a different one to the one id known for so many years it wasn’t that i disliked my ladies figure or i no longer desired her but my body simply longed for something different, but was i really wrong? in the words of Marquis de sade ” we are no guiltier in following the primative impulses that govern us than is the Nile for her floods or the sea for her waves .” you know how it is your in a long term relationship you try to add spice but the peppers just not hot enough, there seems to be no ideas original and no matter what you do, your sex life has moved next door to the new nieghbours the mundanes, but honestly i had no intentions of acting upon my lust driven thoughts that was until the wonder of social media intervened as usual i was reading posts clicking “like” here and there reading responses to outrageous picture and various videos, whilst doing my daily check in, i noticed a response to a friends post by a Maria belle i had a known a maria belle, i say known but we were together for what seemed forever from the age of 18 to about 24 at the time she was everthing to me, but back then i just never thought i was worthy of her she never knew it but i had idolised this mocha skinned toned goddess, she had straight jet black hair, hazel eyes which if you stared into you’d need a tomtom to get out of, she owned the sweetest svelte but plump mahogony lips and the cutest button noses I couldn’t forget her flawless body i remember those dark chocolate big circular areola that seemed to matched those shapely 36 double DD breasts, she had a slender body but her curves fell in all the appropriate places, question was, would she talk to me? i hadnt left on the best of terms, as i said i didnt feel worthy of her at the time, i had no job no prospects and felt i held her back so i played invisible for a long while and then she found out about of my new love interest on my profile page, Maria left me a fair few, lets say less than appropriate messages on my wall to the point i ended up blocking her. Something came over me as i realised it was actually her, ” i want to apologise” i said to myself under my breathe, i took the chance i unblocked her and began to plead forgiveness for my immature displays in years past, i clicked send and wanted to crawl away and hide, i could only imagine what was going through her mind at this point, i started to berate myself what was I thinking, at that point my message notification popped up it read ” im so shocked not sure what to say thank you for the apology i really needed that, but you should have told me the truth about the way you felt, you meant the world to me and then you were gone, you know whats stupid, after all that you did to me, i still love you” my eyes widened in disbelief but my stomach ignited butterflys, and then came the smile i just wanted to see her truth was i still loved her too i told her so ” thank you for forgiving me, I never stopped loving you, and all this it just adds to the amazing woman i remember, i would love to see you” i was jumping the gun as they say, but i was caught up in the moment we were both taking risks both in long term relationships, what was i doing my message alert sounded again, her message read ” im free friday i can meet you for a drink.” i couldnt believe it at the same time i knew how dangerous it was but for some reason i had to know what would happen next.

The next week or so consisted of emails, SMS messaging and the odd cheeky phone call i seemed to be reliving parts of my youth, feeling like a lovesick teenager walking on air, im surprised my Mrs never tagged on i could be miserable at the best of times but not right now the world was right with me, on the wednesday morning before our planned meet i recieved a message from maria stating she could meet thursday instead as her partner was out of town she proposed i come to her house she would pick me up to save being seen in public, i never hesitated tomorrow could’nt come sooner. The whole day seemed to fly by i busied myself so time seemed to quicken, it was time to go home before i knew it, i arrived in the car park where we agreed to meet she pulled up i was so nervous felt as though it was our first meet we exchanged hellos and a few how was your day pleasantries, there was no actual eye contact until we arrived at her home, a beautiful 2 floored detached house white porch, yellow stoned driveway with a fointain out front, i was taken a back but deep down i always knew how successful she’d be she opened the front doors, leading the way her black dress her swaying figure the cleavage part of her dress was laced all the way around to her back and that rear end wouldnt quit under military interrogation, hair to her shoulders and black tights, we made our way to the front room and sat on adjacent sofas reminiscing like we never parted, i was offered a tour of the house i had already seen downstairs we had shared few drinks as well as stories, as we made our way upstairs i could see pictures of the happy couple and i felt a little bad but as i turned my head to follow maria i saw her taken her tights off in the door way of what seemed to be her bedroom, ” please dont do that” im said with weakness my reaction was of a man close to the sexual edge her legs were a choclate golden brown, toned thighs slender ankles a vision as smooth as silk, her dress rose up to expose a ripe succulent ass cheek my member twitched, ” i have missed you Craig you know that, don’t worry nothings going to happen” i calmly responded “what if i wanted it too” maria gazed at me sadness dwelled there, she said ” your just gonna be gone again before i realise, you don’t know what it was like when you left i swear i wanted to find you and stab you for causing me so much pain, but I’m not that person.” i felt confused so many emotions inside my head, her words cutting as deep as her dreams of payback i snapped back ” no baby no matter what i wont leave this time” maria sat on the bed ushered me to sit next to her, she grabbed my hand ” you promise” she whispered, i nodded she looked at me for a moment, i got lost in her eyes and though out of a movie where the lovers finally reunite we clashed my one hand on the back of her head pulling her in the other rubbing her breasts, groping, wanting, we kissed mouths open tongues dancing, her hand slid down from my back around my waist to my rock hard pleasure she rubbed my cock hard but slow back and forth as if getting a feel for her old friend, she kissed my cheeks then peck by sweet intense peck traced her way down to my neck she kissed me there though my neck were lips i wasn’t use the this my whole body began to tingle, her body pushed up against my chest her hip up against my hardness she pulled back and undressed her self, “why am i the only one naked ” i was mesmerised for a second i stood up and undressed quicker than i think i ever had, i don’t know where my clothes landed she lay down on her king sized bed dressed in floral black quilt, her body there for me to feast my eyes upon i surged for her breasts i kissed and squeezed them together so i cold lick both nipples at the same time it was intense years of wait comprised into one moment i lay on top of her between her legs my stomach could feel he warmness my hand slid across her flat stomach gliding down between her legs i used one finger a slight arch in it using the come hether motion inside her wet pussy stroking slow up and down to back and forth I took my time and gradually built up speed liquid love flowed from between her thighs i quickly added a second finger all the while still teasing and sucking her breast my hand motion quickened my fingers became wetter i could hear he wet pussy salivating, slurping and dripping onto the palm of my hand she pulled my hand away and grabbed me pulled me toward her, her legs raised she wrapped her feet around my lower back i tried to put my dick inside her soaking wonderland but i had to take my time this pussy was tight the best kind, i inched my way in slowly her body adjusting to every bit of my dick i eased inside her, suddenly her head flung back ,Mmmmmmm” she drew breath with speed, a high pitched moan leapt out of her as i fully entered her throbbing pussy her hands found themselves around my neck pulling me tighter and tighter with each stroke, i could felt every inch of that pussy hear every gasp in tandem with my hard melodic thrusts i began to speed up moans left her lips “mmmmm yes baby I’ve missed you” her pussies grip tightened to a clamp like grip she came ” yes baby yes baby ” she continued pushing up on my cock her ass slapped against my thighs from below getting all of me to feel her climax over every part of my dick she stopped on the tip just enough of me inside her for me to feel her clinching her pelvic floor on the head of cock, suddenly she bore down took me all the way inside and span us over like a crocodile roll, i was underneath her i could feel her thighs upon mine i grabbed her behind with two hands now full of round deliciousness, she began to grind deep onto my shaft i could feel the pressure i was going to explode i couldn’t hold it her ass bouncing on my love stick her breast following every motion up down, up down her body met mine her kisses engulfing my neck i couldn’t hold on and then she stopped she just stopped ” i cant do this” i looked at her she looked at me i could see the mood had changed she got up climbed off me after a few seconds she turned to me and whispered ” i just feel bad ” i honestly respected her wishes i guess i was just happy to be there, she lay on my chest for a brief moment “I’m sorry i know you didn’t finish” i actually didn’t mind after that we lay there and spoke again for a while about ruining lives where we can actually go and the plans they had, i left shortly after that, we didn’t speak at all for a day or two, we worked it out though and I’m seeing her tomorrow afternoon in the hotel around the corner from where i work, things do change quickly i don’t know what tomorrow holds but i know about today and after all that was last thursday. ©

REVENGE IS BEST SERVED NAKED

The sun was quite simply ridiculous today, it was just to hot, one minute there’s no chance of sun and suddenly we find ourselves in the tropics, adding to that the air conditioning in the office had gone AWOL ,and honestly i needed my clothes to follow suit, I needed sweet relief from these sweaty garments but me sitting here in my black strapless bra and matching gem studded thong would have definitely breached the boundaries of proper office etiquette, I looked around the office imagining, a room of half naked co-workers, suddenly my email alert sounded awakening me from my strange day dream it’s a wonder where the mind trails off too sometimes, I clicked on the envelope, ” due to the air conditioning malfunction we have decided to let everyone go home early, if you decide to stay please be aware we cannot be responsible for any heat related consequences, thank you go an enjoy the sun” I did not need telling twice I vacated the office faster than a released convict, goodbye work and hello sun, it was about 11am so I thought I’d go wake my other half , my andy he works lates in the freezers at sainsbury’ s such a hard working man and he has treated me like a queen for the last 5 years he virtually worships the ground I walk on some women hated that I guess it’s just human nature to take kindness for weakness but me I have had so many idiots either try to be with me or actually be with me but not actually making me feel special it just seemed to be all about them, so andy was a sweet relief, as I pulled out of the underground employee car park into the blinding sun I felt high on life, a nice sunny day off, my work life the best its ever been, my relationship going strong and we were going on holiday to Miami in September I rarely felt it, but today I was truly happy.

I turned into my red brick drive way, just gliding in as to not be heard, as I left the car I closed the door quietly my car was top of the range my engine only purred so I knew i could safely sneak up on a slumbering andy, I by passed the the black framed porch way there’s no way I’d make it through two doors without waking him I decided to go through the back door, I opened the door slowly and left my shoes outside, my tights made my footsteps light, I tipped toed my way through the kitchen to the door which led to the bottom of the stair case as I opened the door It got caught on something which then got wedged under, I was lucky there was still no sound I knelt down to remove the obstruction I noticed some kind of red fabric so I pulled it from under the door, I dropped it instantly why are there red thongs under the door that aren’t mine, as I looked up I saw a red dress on the stairs, a bra on the bannister I flicked my head to the right to look down the hall way towards the front door, sitting there as plain as day red stiletto heels, I never wear heels my heart started pounding my hands involuntarily began to shake and then came the sound, a women’s voice “oh baby someone’s hungry, don’t worry mamas got something for you “, I couldn’t move I was literally frozen but suddenly my mind reactivated, started making excuses, what if just maybe I was dreaming, I began lying to myself maybe I was in the wrong house maybe someone broke in?, I needed more proof I took the first step silently I got about mid way my line of vision just over the adjoining landing bannister it had a wooden frame with slats you could see through, my bedroom door lay directly opposite, I stared into my room my wardrobe had door length mirrors and I could see Andys feet I took another step to adjust the angle , this time Andys Knees and a naked women’s rear end grinding andy slow, she a red devil tattoo in the small of her back, I immediately made my way back down the stairs I actually managed to keep quiet, I got out the back door stepped into my shoes, skipped round the corner and jumped into my car reversed out slow and just started driving I don’t know where I was going or even what I was doing, I pulled over after about a couple of miles, I found my self outside a a betting shop on the high street why didn’t I go in the room? Why didn’t I shout, let him know I’d caught him? Why didn’t I kill him and her with my bare hands, I should turn around now and, and nothing I was no good with confrontation all I was going to do was cry and ask why? No,no more I had twisted revenge on my mind just what was it though? I decided to call Angela my closest friend admittedly she was ten years my senior a forty year old sex crazed vixen with no successful past relationship experience but if i needed a neutral view an unbiased opinion or an idea for a vengeful retort then Angela was my best bet, I found her name in my phone and dialled, ” Amy it’s eleven forty-five this better be an SOS or I’m gonna be less then impressed” I burst in to tears sniffling blubbering whilst trying to talk ” I saw andy in bed with some tramp” Angela scowled” what the fuck do you mean saw , what tramp?Amy get here now!”, the phone went dead I looked up in to my rear view mirror wiped away the smears and the feel sorry for my self, started the engine and headed to Angela.

I arrived at Angela’s about 10 minutes later still in shock, still wondering why?, I saw Angela at the front window looking out for me, she opened the door as I got to it, she was in her dressing gown, i say dressing gown it was a cross between a dressing gown and a short skirt, Angela had red hair just like mine she was about 5’8 size 10 on the top and 12 from waist down, to compensate her round derrière , she had on a pink dressing gown, hair back in one, green eyes with dashes of hazel, tanned speckled skin, a tiny button nose and slim pert lips, her legs where well toned accompanied by thick thighs and capped off by silver toe nail varnish on her always pedicured feet, I have to admit she always looked presentable and in my view exuded sexy, she put her arms out ” come here aims what’s the wanker done ay” I explained step by step what I had seen, Angela went to make us some coffee I went to the bathroom and just stood in the mirror looking at myself, long red hair, sultry blue eyes full pink lips, slim toned body, long tanned legs and a proud tight gym refined booty, I was never shy about my looks I worked damn hard on them, an my mum always told me to be proud of what I have and I was, why didn’t anybody else feel proud to have me, suddenly I could here Angela ” stop feeling sorry for yourself and get in here” I made my way back to living room Angela had the black and red theme down to a tee, the suite was black and red, the carpet black, walls red, black 42 inch tv with a red trim and so many picture of dita von teese it was like they were related, I sat down next to Angela” look Hun ” Angela was stern ” you’ve been playing too nice for to long, all my coupled friends have issues a lot have been through something like this and in my opinion they always do it the wrong way, ” she continued” for me monogamy isn’t natural it just doesn’t suit me ,most relationships have this same problem one of them mostly the male always needs something new every how many years or so, and it doesnt matter how much they are loved men are prone to weakness I mean look at me what man would say no to all this, ” Angela chuckled , ” no but seriously we have been friends for a while now, and your pretty vanilla” I tried to interrupt but she cut me of, ” have you ever lay on your back head hanging of the bed and been faced fucked? Have you experienced any back door play?” I had to stop her ” please ange that’s a bit” Angela jumped in again” see your offended or flushed because I’m being risqué, I looked at Angela ” no it’s just I’m not that experienced” ” look Amy men love sex the dirtier the better the more tricks you know the more sexually he will be yours,trust me, and that’s why I took the liberty to involve my self, I have a present for you coming here in approximately ten minutes, you need to let go, don’t think just get even, you don’t know him he doesn’t know you release the freak amy ” I was taken a back but intimidated at the same time I didn’t want to be prude but I also actually understood what ange was saying I looked at ange paused for a second or two and replied “fuck it ange, I’m doing this,” ” good for you baby aims, time to take some power back level the playing field, now get your self upstairs and find a robe and freshen up” ange kissed me on the forehead, ” just let go baby ” she said in a soft tone, I nodded and made my way up the stairs.

I lay on the bed I felt as if I had a million butterflies playing around in my stomach this wasn’t me but I couldn’t get andy out my mind I wanted to be even I wanted revenge. The door bell rang I couldn’t hear much, nothing but muffled talking after a minute or two I heard someone climbing the stairs it was if he was running up all the stairs at the same time , suddenly there was a knock at the door, I cleared my throat threw caution to the wind and said as confidently as ever “come in ” the door opened slowly I saw white chinos,blue jeans ,he was topless, a nicely toned body not gym toned more labourer approved, with workmen like arms he had a tattoo of a tiger on his chest, short black hair, dark brown smouldering eyes, a lovely cut jaw and definitely kissable lips he took a step forward with the door half open, I sat up on the bed a gasp the door fully opened there was another man there ,this one older more distinguished my guess early forties stockier build a bit fuller physique then I’m used to but he looked nicely toned he definitely looked after himself he had black hair greying at the sides, dark blue eyes as smouldering as the last but coupled with and easing aura he had a slight pierce brosman thing going on you could tell he was confident he had nothing on , just his rather large even though sleeping manhood, my eyes widen I whimpered “I’m not sure ” then I heard a voice in my head saying ,”your not Amy today” and my mind was right today was the last day I wanted to be this Amy I needed a break from her , i stood up invited on an alter ego and dropped my robe to the floor, the elder gentleman didn’t hesitate “it must be Christmas and my birthday all in one” he sounded so excited, he walked over grabbed my ass so firmly but tight, kissed me on my shoulder placed kiss after kiss down to my nipples, the younger guy who must of been late twenties was fully naked by now they were both very hard I could see I was in for a hard time but going by the wetness I could feel engulfing me between my legs there was a part of me that wasn’t prude at all, the younger guy went behind me and knelt down caressing my legs with his hands as he lowered his self to his knees I could still feel the older guy in front of me sucking on my nipples grabbing my breast together licking my full god given breast at the same time suddenly I jolted forward the guy behind me had stuck his tongue into my ass my jaw dropped wide open oh my god this was sensory overload, by now my mature gent had his fingers rubbing my clitoris, he was still sucking my breast and I had a tongue in my ass oh wow I was truly someone else right now my mature gent knelt down in front of me pushed my legs out forcing me to squat slightly he began licking my clit with the flat of his tongue exploring every inch of my liquid drenched pussy, I was wet all over one man sucking my pussy one slowly stroking my ass with his tongue I screeched out ” that’s it lick me all over, show me how hungry you are I bounced on there faces vigorously like my pussy was bobbing for apples, I was in the zone i just couldn’t get enough and then it happened it crept up on me like the wind, I came like the thunders from mount Vesuvius I nearly fell over from the power of the orgasm, they both tried to hold me up but I still shuddered my way down to the bed falling down in ecstasy as I fell I landed on my side they actually gave me second to catch my breathe but I was ready to go, I turned around and presented my ass willingly bent over in doggie style displaying my very very wet pulsating pussy the young one didn’t hesitate he reached in to the dresser and strapped up quicker then I could say who wants it, I was on a mission now, he entered me slow placed he hands on my lower back giving him extra depth he stroked me hard but slow every stoke sending chills through my body bang!, bang! , bang!, I was anybody’s right now I reached around and grabbed my mature gent by his throbbing manhood ushered him to kneel In front of me and sucked that dick in rhythm to the strokes I received, my younger sped up as did I, my mature gent was moaning his way through my head movements as I got faster and faster taking his dick as far down my throat as i could suddenly he jolted back looked at me an shook his head like I was pushing him to far to the point of no return, he removed his dripping cock from my mouth and nodded at my younger suitor who had built up quite a sweat pleasuring me over and over I literally felt like my head was going to explode from pleasure, they switched places my mature gent was slightly thicker than the younger and boy could I feel it, he positioned him self at a strange angle inside my still salivating pussy and began stroking at a steady pace ” oh my god ” I had tried to stay quiet all the way through I think we all did but this was something else every stroke felt over whelming “oh fuck” i just couldn’t help it, I could hardly keep the other dick in my mouth i couldn’t fight through the jolts of pleasure shooting through my body I grabbed the younger by his ass pulled his body closer made sure his dick couldn’t escape my lips I could of swore I sucked his dick dry, the other member was still stroking my pussy so very well he was hitting spots I never knew I had, I was going cock crazy and I loved every minute of it, then came the second wave my body was engulfed in an orgasmic melody I tried to keep sucking his dick, I tried to remain composed but almost screamed down the house, as i came violently, gracefully, sweetly all because of the mature mans thick well angled dick, I could feel the most moisture I have ever felt down there, the mature gent pulled his cock out of me as I fell stomach first to the bed exhausted by pleasure, he threw off his condom and ejaculated all over my back I was still a glow from cumming, I welcomed the younger to do the same watching them masturbate simultaneously over me turned me on like I wasn’t already done, just then the younger flung his head back and growled like a raging beast as he shot his creamy load all over my sweaty still quivering back , ” wow I have no words ” that’s all I could say ” the older gent responded ” no thank you your beautiful, we were happy to oblige, bye love ” and with that he left as he had entered naked and swiftly , the younger didn’t say a word all the way through apart from growling when he came, apart from that I heard no sound from him but I didn’t need to, he smiled at me as he grabbed his stuff and closed the door on his way out, I lay there glowing sexually liberated and still as wet as the sea, the door opened slightly Angela peered her head around the door “oh I could hear you love! sounds like you had a great time”, I took a deep breathe closed my eyes and replied ” I guess you were right ange” ange looked at me quizzically ” about what” i opened my eyes again and smiled “revenge is best served naked !” ©

A sample from, 3 A MAGIC NUMBER

I had been subscribed to this swinger site for a while now 4 months to be exact, as a single male options were limited, understandably I guess, women just didn’t trust a non verified male member, no pun intended, verification consisted of any verified member either talking to you on the phone via webcam or actually meeting you in person most of the ones i read met in person, my problem was how could I get verified, if no one wanted to know me because I wasn’t verified, it was a frustrating all be it interesting challenge, i awaited my big break, a chance to meet someone and show her my sexual knowledge, if all else failed id been informed by a couple of ladies that i possessed a magic tongue, I’d try and blow her mind gaining me a glowing verification making me stand out and ultimately crowning me a fully fledged member of the swing community,” oh delusions of grandeur”, i’ve always been full of myself, I wanted to be the man you wanted to meet the one that caught her eye, but up until now all of this was just a pipe dream.  I’d received a few messages today and honestly I was so excited to see the flashing mailbox sign I couldn’t wait to delve in, I clicked on my first message a transvestite from Birmingham, City centre apartment , … “Are you looking for a great Deep throat blow job and swallow babe? how about this Sunday at mine I’m free from 2pm till 10pm I love straight guys I am also very discrete “, I wasn’t offended by the message but the man in drag and stumpy hairy legs was far from appealing , I’m mean really!, I simply replied “no thanks” and deletion followed , I had received another message this time one from a man … “Wanna cum round mine, sit back and watch porn while I get ur cock out and suck you off good and proper til you blow ur load. Then you go. Simple clean” again I checked the delete box and waved goodbye, apart from the unwanted advances grammar was not his strong point, the last message was from a couple the title read ” Daniel aged 36 and Sian aged 27″, by this time I was left to wonder what strange personas would be awaiting me, although at the same time it was new intriguing territory, I opened the message not knowing what to expect ” hi we are Daniel and Sian we’ve been swinging for a while now and enjoy every minute of it, we came across your profile and Sian really likes what she sees are you free this weekend? ” they sent pictures attached to the message, the first had a woman whom I could only assume was Sian, the shot was from the neck down, She was of milk chocolate complexion she was stood only in a red bra, matching underwear and black boots, just out of shot was a Caucasian man his hard cock and thigh were visible with the latter in Sians hand, I achieved instant arousal, and it was only the first picture, the second picture showed Sian bent over in a black thong with a strategically placed red bow attached just above her pert ass demanding my gaze, the third picture was my favourite ©

A sample from happy valentines

” i didnt come here to drink i work 100 hours a week and hardly have any time for myself no time for anything that clio wants its 2013 hun we both know why we are here” clio slowly placed her hands palms down on the bed her knees following suit she was on all fours she crawled slow towards me her ass in the air rising and falling with each movement, i was taken a back by her honesty but equally impressed, i stepped forward to get onto the bed her palm pushed my thigh back my foot hitting the floor her hand still on my thigh began to slide up my leg, she slowly unbuttoned my trousers kissing my now solid throbbing dick through my boxer shorts i couldnt help but tense, my dick popped out through the slit in my boxers as though it was a jack in the box “ohhhh eager” clio smiled she looked up at me straight into my eyes she grabbed my dick with both hands and began to suck the tip her lips wrapped around me slowly back and forth all the while not breaking eye contact her hands released me grabbing my ass cheeks pulling me forward taking more of me into her mouth gradually until i was all in like poker, her hands gripped tighter her lips still softly gripping me she sped up saliva trails all over my member back and forth, back and forth, it was so intense, so good I forced myself back, the point of no return had been forced upon me  i was far too excited,©

necessary gains

ok, so I had recently been writing all my stories on my iPod yes my iPod, now trying to compose my story on such a small screen was no mean feat, and after reading my last error filled story I decided enough was enough, I wouldn’t write another story until I had required the proper tools, so here I am new laptop, itchy fingers and an impure mind to empty, so in short even though my writing had to go on hold it was a necessary gain because now the world really is at my finger tips as oppose to one finger.

Unexpected pleasure

I had just entered the bullring shopping complex on the lower ground floor,  suddenly I could smell a rainbow of scents emanating From the sweet treat that is Krispy Kremes, I found my self fantasising about a lemon meringue donut, even though it was only yards away, as I roamed day dreaming around the corner I suddenly found myself awakened from my sugar ridden daydream with a bump, I had walked straight into a women well at least  what I thought was a random women, it was Daniels ex and estranged babys mother Zarnia, I stepped back once realisation set in, see we had never gotten along, I had been with Daniel for 4 years and still no real words had ever been exchanged between us, it was a very hot day Zarnia had on a white tight v neck tshirt highlighting her ample assets she had on tight ass hugging jeans with white sandals Zarnia was a strange pretty, she had a caramel sunset skin tone,pert lips a cute nose,jet black hair back in a bun, and what i always referred to as eyes of longing anytime she glimpsed at you it always seemed to be as if she was staring into your soul “hi Danni” she said it with quite a bitchy tone, but I ignored her  “you ok Zarnia”, I retorted but suddenly as by scene change it was as if her aura had changed she continued ” I know you think there’s bad blood between us but I don’t have problem With you, I never have, Daniel is very annoying, as are all exes the fact we have a child together makes it worse, now I’ll always be linked with him”, I was quite speechless I love this man that she obviously doesn’t  have fond memories of, I replied “I’m glad, for years I assumed I had wronged you some how and when you didn’t turn up for dantes birthday gift I thought it was because Daniel was working all night and you didn’t want to see me ” Zarnia smiled , “between me and you I had a date that night, Dante was tired, an honestly I didn’t want to move” I nodded and said “understandable” Zarnia asked if she could pick the gift up now, I wasn’t really here to buy anything I just wanted to kill time before I picked up the little ones, so she trailed me in her car.  We got back to mine, I guess it was only right to offer her a coffee, she accepted I asked if it was ok if I ran ahead and fixed a few untidy bits a bobs around the house, as I opened the front door I could see my hair a bit windswept in the hall way mirror I had on my black jeans, and black vest top on, I’m Slightly lighter then Zarnia but my rear end was my greatest asset saying that, i had a chest to match daniel always told me I was his complete package, black always seemed to compliment me. I kicked my shoes of rushed around picking up some of the kids mess, Zarnia knocked on the door “it’s open” I chimed, she walked in shut the door behind her and locked it which was strange, why would someone lock someone else’s door I shrugged it off it wasn’t like I had one door in and out of my house  “one sugar or two” Zarnia was not on my wave length she changed the subject “when daniel first told me about you he tried to sway me by the things we have in common he told me your were bisexual is that true” I felt a tingle between my legs I stopped in my tracks and said “yes its true but”, Zarnia cut me off “you might think I’m crazy but , Zarnia paused made eye contact and shifted her gaze almost instantaneously her words continued “honestly I have thought of you in that way more than a few times from the first time I met you I was in lust that’s why the cold shoulder came naturally”, I couldnt deny it Zarnia was delicious and in the spirit of seizing the day and exploiting the word carpedeim I took Zarnias hand and lead her up the stairs, once in my room, I lay on the pink and black king size duvet bringing Zarnia with me hands still held silence still lingered, we fell on the mattress almost simultaneously I leaned into towards her tentatively still slightly bemused but sweetly anticipant, I kissed her slow placing kiss after slow soft kiss on her lightly glossed lips till my tongue parted them and explored her mouth her tongue did the same I reached underneath her top caressing her breasts she undid her bra with a haste you can only associate with yearning she reached up to touch me I moved back slightly “no no touching” I said, she let out an excitable sigh, I lay Zarnia on her back kneeling next to her on the bed I undressed her spurning her advances every time she reached for me Zarnias body was a wonder a literal hour glass figure small ankles, thick yet slim smooth thighs, hips of what was referred to as a hip hop honeys the kind you see gyrating In a snoop dogg video, she had a petite waist and wonderfully succulent near  perfect Breast with big round dark Brown areolae, nipples so hard they demanded attention I placed my tongue over her nipple circling one with my tongue, the other I grasped with my free hand I licked and sucked my way around what seemed the whole of both breasts with Zarnia purring all the way through, I ran my hand down the centre line of her body directly over her naval over her smooth shaven nether region on too and slowly through her salivating lips, boy was she wet,  I entered her with my finger inch by inch Zarnias back arched as I entered her “hmmm” she whispered I began a slow thrusting motion in and out in and slowly out I had to add another finger lets say her excitement was all to evident I raised my thumb caressing her clitoris, thrusting deeply and circling her joy button, every time my fingers entered her, her rear came up to meet  them “mmmmmmm just like that” Zarnia exhaled, I added another finger sped up my clitoral rubbing motion, Zarnias hands where all over her self squeezing her breasts with both hands, fondling away as though it were someone else’s cleavage Zarnia whispered again between groans “I’m coming” her pelvis still moving up and down faster and faster I could feel her swollen walls getting tighter, I pulled away “oh my god she yelled In sweet sexual frustration I smiled “not yet” I got up walked around to the edge of the bed lay myself down sliding my head in between her legs, I ran my tongue in between her wanting lips up to her hardened clitoris, I had my arms either side of her waist holding her legs in position as I took her In my mouth slightly between my lips and as if giving a man lip service began bobbing my head licking constantly Zarnia was in raptures “oh my life what, what mmmmmmmmm” “how” instantly I stood up pulled Zarnia towards me by her legs, see was lighter than me an I wanted to show her who was the boss men dominated me, but I dominated my women, I pull her up so all of her wetness met my face, my hands tightly around her waist her hands on my hands for leverage, I circled her joy button with a wanton intent, my tongue all the time circling at the same time moving up and down, Zarnias hands flew up above her head I sucked her pussy like it was my last meal, Zarnia gave in her head flung back she yelped “here it comes! ” her voice trembled her legs tightened her back stiffened and as she let out gasp after gasp she grabbed a pillow buried her face into it and let out a pleasurable scream whilst thrashing her torso as if trying to wriggle free, I released her causing her lower body to flop down onto the bed she threw away the pillow literally against the opposite wall and exclaimed “that was amazing girl were did you learn those skills” all the while trying to maintain a normal breathing rhythm and trying to steady her leg quiver, I said “now now that would be telling” Zarnia wanted eagerly to return the favour but my time was up I had the school run and the real world to re-join, so very unfortunately, I assisted Zarnia whilst she got dressed we both had smiles which seemed permanently etched on our faces. And then Zarnia went her way and I went mine, I will always remember those wondering hands and what for me was an enlightening and very unexpected day and now as if by magic, we are like one big happy family, I still see Zarnia from time to time, sometimes even with Daniel, but that’s another story of my unexpected pleasures .©

 

So strangely the sun is shining, i say strangely because though it is officially summer the rain seems to have dominion over all our British seasons I’m started to think its a conspiracy the holiday firms have a rain machine and the bad weather is a ploy for us to take more holidays abroad, thus making the travel firm mega bucks, I know far flung but having a reason for the rain always helps, it seems as though I’ve been away from writing for a lifetime in my world two months is life time not writing, but getting back to my blank canvas ready to weave words into what ever my mind desires is my joy, so I look at joy with puppy dog eyes and say hey joy good to see you. 

Firstly my apologise to those who read my blog before, I’ve just moved house add in the general relocation of my life my time has been consumed but I’m back for good now so if your still out there here goes

MY FIRST QUOTE

I do not want to be given the world, just the means to go and get it myself 

PLEASURE PAIN THEORY

I pulled up outside the house,I have to say this is truly one of my great joys in life , 3 bedrooms, a game room ,bar in the living room, 60 inch t.v in the lounge two garages and a garden big enough for a football match, but I’m human and  it’s never enough, Jermaine Daniels the man who had it all  but wanted more, Once again I arrive home after another non marital mischief, I think I cheat just to see how good i am with women, and of course for self esteem the more I have the bigger man I feel but I do love my wife honestly I feel I’d be lost without her, as I open the front door it’s very quiet strangely so usually the t.v is blaring on some random channel Socrates the cat would run to greet me, the only light on seems to be the dining room, as I take my left from the front door, Hannah walks out right in front of me, obviously this is not accidental something’s not right, “hey babe ” Hannah looks me dead in the eyes “why”, oh god this is it she’s got me naively I mumble “what’s up” Hannah calmly proceeds ” you’ve been cheating, cheating for god knows how long and yes I knew but today I have decided I’m done, I’ve done nothing but love you And this is my reward” my heart drops, butterfly’s descend on my stomach my throat feels as though the Adams apple wants to find a new home I’m desperate I plead  “please baby please don’t leave me, I’m a weak man I do it to feel young I , I know its stupid but I thought I left my playing days behind I “Hannah grabbed me by the tie just below the knot she shouted “shut the fuck up you talk to me like a stranger you could of told me this!  we could of tried to work something out” Hannah made sense she had never been a typical woman the things we talked about, other couples would never have broached certain subjects, but we put everything on the table all the time, we had sex all the time 7 years strong and I never felt less then a man, I guess that’s why she was so hurt, but I was about to have the rule book on marital affair consequenses well and truly ripped up, Hannah continued ” so I’m leaving now aren’t i Jermaine” she never used my name ever, “guess I should take you for everything” I couldn’t fight it I was choking up I’ve been thinking of myself for so long I forgot about the person who was meant to mean the most to me, I fought back the tears as if I didn’t deserve this but I knew I did I bellowed “please please don’t leave me” I started spouting cliches “I can’t live without you, it meant nothing, please what can I do, I’ll do anything”  Hannah sat down at the dinner table, she was just still in silence she looked up at me ” anything ” I pleaded with her ” Yes anything ” Hannah smiled ” we will see ” I said what do you mean just tell me and I’ll do it, Hannah went on ” so you don’t want me to go huh, you love me more than anything huh I responded  ” of course baby you know I’m a fool for you and to myself ” Hannah’s smile grew even larger my wife was of almond skin tone 5 ft 7 curves to heaven all In white, white jeans , white Chanel vest top, shiny silky black hair back in a ponytail, high cheek bones with hazel eyes that change shade dependant on where the light hits them with Maroon coloured full luscious lips, but that smile, that smile was devious, she went on ” so if i cheated on you would you take me back ? I nodded my head ” it would be hard but yes” and I meant it the thought of it  killed me but I meant it , Hannah stood up ” ok then let’s see, upstairs right now I’ve hired a male escort, and this is whats going to happen, you will follow me upstairs, and you will watch him fuck me and fuck me good” she looked me dead in the eyes for the second time that night, “how do you feel about that” , my heart seemed to skip several beats, anger, rage , sad , confused all attacked me at once but I can’t lose her, this was a different kind of medicine a cruel twisted kind, but she is my everything and i could not lose her I didnt  know how I was going to do this but I had no other choice, my world was upside down just as my wife’s had been for all this time, she told me to wait until she called me and she headed upstairs, I dropped myself on to the dining room chair i nearly feel off as a sick feeling engulfed my whole my body the waiting seemed endless, my thoughts were a mess, picturing what was about to unfold killed me “Jermaine! ” Hannah summoned me, I headed upstairs to what felt like impending doom, as i entered the room there was a man On my bed I looked at him, he looked at me instantly I wanted to fight,to roll, to shout but I just sat in the one seated couch in the corner of my room,we have a mahogany brown four poster bed, black sheets, black and burgundy pillows and a chest at the foot of our bed, he sat there with his top off, I have to admit he was a good looking guy shaved, nearly bald head, blue eyes, goatee, he was like a pristine Jason statham he wasn’t a big guy maybe 5,11,medium build, very toned with a slight tan, Hannah entered from the en suite bathroom, looking heavenly she wore my favourite lingerie black corset, with gold trim across her breast cups, those full voluptuous almond coloured breast, not sure how she ever got them to stay in they had always been a sight to behold, below the glorious cleavage gold flowery silhouettes either side of the buttons and a black and gold thong, when she turned around her round succulent ass had engulfed the material that was the back of the thong it was gone, she crawled onto the bed pointed at the escort signalled with the same finger ushering him over he walked around to the side of the bed she grabbed him by the waist of his jeans pulled him towards her his knees meet the bed, her face was in line with dick,she looked over at me I tried to fight the urge to scream no!, It was this or nothing she turned her head, started licking the crouch of his black jeans tracing his dick as it got harder and harder she looked up at him “mmmm what do you have for me” those word were like a shot to the heart, he obliged he unbuttoned his jeans pulling down his boxers at the same time, he had an impressive member about 6 inches but thick I sat in chair uneasy, Hannah got a good hold of the base started licking the shaft playing with it licking round and round kissing it lightly, and then slowly like the begining of a dick cat scan began sliding his dick into her mouth inch by inch the guy moaned following his moan with “damn” I felt cold, her speed began to rise her head moving back and forth frantically, his member flashing in and out of sight she began to slurp all over his dick he held on to one of the four posters “yeah baby get all that dick” Hannah released his cock for a second spat on it and exclaimed “oh I will ” the saliva build up continued his dick was a glisten with it suddenly he pulled back maybe the oral masterclass had got too much for him, I could never deny her skills she was dangerous, he whispered in a breathless voice “turn around”with no hestation she slide off her thong, she was bent over now ass in the air knelt over right in front of him, he reached for a condom from his jeans an then discarded them, he seemed to find it a little hard to slip into the latex, thanks to the thickness of his dick but all to quick it was on, he entered her slowly I watched on in angered ore as she let out the sweetest sigh , he began slow sliding in slow out and slowly back in again hannahs pussy began to salivate I could here the juices flow more and more with every slow stroke “mmmmmmm” ” mmmmmmm” groan after groan he had one hand on each ass Cheek spreading them trying to get as far inside her as possible, as I watched my anger remained but it was accompanied by another feeling a strange feeling as the escort sped up now banging away melodically as hannah began a small chorus of ” oh god” “oh god” Hannah’s two hands full of bed sheet, ass to the ceiling , face sideways in my direction, but she was not looking at me she was some where else her spirit was in lust,her eyes glazed, groaning louder and louder “fuck me” “fuck me” my dick began too swell what was happening I was in rage but aroused ,so aroused watching my wife my woman being seen too and oh how well “oh god ” Hannah yelled ” I’m cumming baby, don’t stop don’t you fucking stop ” her face suddenly submerged it self into the quilt and she came like thunder groaning into the quilt as if she was gagged and tortured “mmmmmmmm! Mmmmm!” she was in sweet agony her body began to tremble , I was truly loving to hate this the escort pulled out Hannah’s body had collapsed onto the bed, Hannah Didn’t look up she just mumbled ” thank you, you can leave now” the escort obliged he picked up his clothes and exited stage left he made no eye contact with me but I was still in a strangely euphoric state, Hannah sat up in all her naked glory stared me in the eyes and said “now we are even tomorrow we start a fresh” I nodded my head and murmured “ok baby” I still felt anger but I have too say somehow I loved her even more, that night we made love even though my body felt confused and hurt and happy at the same time I was horny, horny as hell,we probably had the most animalistic night that night the most sensual the most lust filled ride of our life’s and you know what I wouldnt change a thing because now we are stronger than ever,  I even found out she had a bisexual side but that’s another story.©